Blurry Vision.
“Clarity is alignment.
Clarity is a clear impulse of where to go.
Clarity is trusting the path.
Clarity is not standing in a wobbly place.
Clarity is that momentum that has no resistance, and when you’re in that place of clarity, the feeling of what to do next is…
RIGHT THERE.”
-Abraham
“CLARITY COMES FROM ACTION, NOT THOUGHT.”
-Marie Forleo
Okay, I can clearly post quotes all day long since I am a quote addict but let me get to writing.
Clarity is something I have always prayed for because of the foggy days that seem to be consistent in my brain. I question my own intuition A LOT. I question my true wisdom and then keep praying for clarity, and once I receive that clarity, I ignore that clarity and keep praying for it like God didn’t slap me across the face a billion times with a very clear answer. And that is where 90% of my suffering comes from.
Why do I struggle with clarity you ask?
Because for so long I have been running. Running from my own truths, my own dreams, my demons, running from everything. I used drugs to run. I used sex to run. I used other people to run beside me. Just call me an ex-user. I say ex because I feel that I am finally facing my own shit. To have a clear mind, I must be present. I cannot be present while I am high all the time. I cannot be present submerged in pleasure when it is absent of love. I cannot be present when I am manipulating people or situations for my own comfort. How can I know where to go in life when I am not still first? I am a person always moving and trying to reach a destination. Where the hell is my destination without clarity?
I am just a hamster on a hamster wheel running in the dark thinking I am making progress.
Oh but when I am not masking my pain with things of this physical world, I can see. I feel quite powerful when I am in this place. The unknown terrifies me. But when I know I am on the right path, my faith outweighs that fear. We all have a decision to make RIGHT NOW. But because of lack of clarity we have no idea what to do. Why? Because we have thoughts flying around at the speed of light in our minds. These thoughts will not bring clarity. Just more confusion. Meditate. Pray. Write. Sit still. Detox the negativity. Rip the mask off. Your truth is your clarity. It is very hard for us as humans to unmask our truth because we have been living for other people for so long that we didn’t even know we were living a lie. Other’s opinions never bring you clarity. Only God and YOU do. Others can spark a light to your own wisdom but the true wisdom is within, and always has been. Stop questioning yourself. Stop trying to outsmart yourself. You know what you need to do.
Trust yourself!!!
Do you need to leave a relationship? A job? A state?
You know the video games where you have to run across the blocks that eventually fall over once you touch them and you have to race across as fast as you can? That is how we all feel when we are trying to pursue our dreams. We think each step closer to our dream will just collapse. So we never take that step. That fear is clouding our clarity. When we are clear of our purpose, the fear is just motivation and fuel. The biggest enemy of clarity, is comfort. Well should I say faux comfort. We all have that gut feeling that something doesn’t feel right or something feels amazing and we should go after it. But we are so comfortable and scared to go out of our comfort zone that we pretend we do not have clarity on the situation. We have all had those moments where something crazy happens, and it just feels like alignment, and we say to ourselves or someone else, “that is confirmation”. Those are signs we need to hold onto. But we cannot see those signs if we are in denial, suppressing, running, or not present and aware. Awareness is the only gateway to clarity. Majority of the world is just lost. Very, very lost. Don’t be them. I know I don’t want to. Find yourself and you will find your clarity. Stop listening to other people’s fears, and you will find clarity. Stop running from your own truth, and you will find clarity. Step out of your comfort zone and you will face clarity in it’s eyes.
If you have trouble with having clarity because you have monkey brain like me then try these three things. Just try them and see, it won’t hurt right?
Sit with yourself with no distractions and journal your dreams and under each dream write your fears correlated to each one.
After that, under each dream, write why do you feel like the world NEEDS you to achieve this dream. Or why you personally need to.
Take action and make the first step to pursuing this dream and watch the confirmation and clarity come. It doesn’t have to be a leap or huge step, just a small itty bitty step will do the trick.
For the rest of the week I will be featuring some of my favorite essential oils that I use to balance my emotional and mental health. Clarity oil happens to be one of them. It is great to meditate with while in the diffuser, or apply on your wrists and necks on the cloudy and foggy days.
Clarity is a blend consisted of Basil oil, Cardamom seed oil, Rosemary leaf oil, Peppermint oil, Coriander seed oil, Geranium flower oil, Bergamot peel oil, Lemon peel oil, Ylang ylang flower oil, Jasmine oil, Roman chamomile flower oil, and Palmarosa oil. If you are interested in purchasing Clarity essential oil, click the button below and my SPONSOR ID and ENROLLER ID is 3971549 when they ask for it at checkout.
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