The Best Laugh.
BEST MEMORY EVER...
Happy Birthday Gma.
I don’t care if you’re not present physically with me anymore I will forever celebrate your presence.
The thing I miss about you the most is your laughter.
Every summer and holiday, that was my greatest present.
There was never a dull moment around you, vitality was just your essence.
You teach me everyday to just laugh in the moment.
You teach me to dance within my soul and break free.
Laughing through pain is the token.
I hear you laughing, and that keeps me laughing. Which keeps me going.
You were diagnosed with cancer and laughed your whole way through.
Even when you seemed down you never seemed broken.
I miss you so much I wish you could see me now Gma.
I’m not so rebellious anymore.
I’m not so selfish anymore.
I would answer your calls now if you called me.
I would text back as quick as the last breath left your body.
I can’t believe I saw the last breath leave your body.
I can’t believe I saw the last moment in your body.
I just pray I can still have moments with you.
I pray I can hear your laughter when the wind hits the leaves.
I pray I can hear your wisdom when my negative thoughts try to deceive.
I pray I can hear your voice always when I just am crying on my knees.
I pray I can be just like you when I grow up.
I can ask why over and over and over again.
I can ask why can’t I just get another chance?
I can ask why can’t I just see another glance?
I can ask why can’t I just see you?
But those questions will never bring you back.
So I just accept the fact that you’re kinda gone.
Only kinda because your spirit and my memories of you will always live on.
You shifted the world.
You changed the world.
You changed me.
I love you.
I need you.
But I know you’re still here with me.
“Laughter is the soul telling us to not take this physical realm so seriously.”