Layers.

I believe we all have layers and different characters we play in this life. Different experiences bring different sides of us. I painted this face to symbolize how much I misrepresent myself to the world. I show that I am happy, bright, full of life, goofy, the life of the party. But deep down, some days there are pits of loneliness. I feel dim and full of death and sometimes I just don't want to be the party. I want to be in my bed and cry and say f*** the world. The red in the back of my head is the anger that I have suppressed. So much anger that I dare not release to the forefront so it sizzles and boils in my heart everyday. I encourage us all to just be a little more honest with how we are feeling when someone asks. Do not jump so quick to say "I'm good" , "I'm okay" , "Life is good". It is amazing to be positive and to speak life into the universe, but you also have to be REAL. Be gully with your emotions and then release those and move on. But never suppress the layers that we all know are there. Just peel them, day to day, and show the people you love the true you. The GULLY you.